I need to get my shiiiiiiiiit together for real. I need a fucking job and I'm not even stoked about it. I need a new phone. I think I'm going to go job hunting tomorrow. And be serious about it. I want to get a legit job. Something to take up my day. Save up some money. Get a car or something. DEFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF get my own place. Or enough money to get an apartment with some one else. It has to happen. I'm out of school. I do nothing all day. I do nothing to contribute to living at my house. And its starting to bother me. So thats what I'm going to focus on.
Fuck hanging out with friends every day that I don't trust. Fuck drinking and getting to fucked up every weekend. Fuck dudes. Plain and simple. I'm done trying with any guy I've talked to recently. Its going no where. I talk and talk to lots of people. Not even trying to pursue anything more then a friend ship. But I'm really sick of it.
And I'm rambling.
But seriously.
Fuck it.
I need to get it together.
Good byeeeeeee
