I'm never drinking ever again. Every single time I drink something bad happens. Me and Kylie are still in a fight. And I guess shes in jail now. I lost my phone,it might have been stolen. I went to the mall fucking trashed. Its not even cute. I get so gross and retarded when I'm drunk. NO NO NO NO NO MORE! My mom is real real mad at me. Cuz I didn't have my phone. And I forgot to call her last night. And she didn't talk to me since like 4 yesterday. So she didn't know where I was. I fucked up baaaaad. They think I'm going to go back to being how I was last summer. Like never coming home and shit. And my mom wants to put me back on probation.


UGH.I can't find Chris and I really wanna talk to him. And I wanna just get out of here. I might go to seabreeze. I need a shower.