I don't really know how to word it. Or write it down. But I know what I have to do in my head. I've been being immature for to long. The things I did and thought were ok are so fucking dumb and irresposible. If there was another girl that acted the way I do,and did the things I do,I know for a fact that I would hate her and talk so much shit about her. I'm obviously doing something wrong if I keep on talking to ALL these guys. And never want to date any of them. My whole mantality on relationships is fucked up. And always has been. Me and Jake were so dependent on eachother that even though we were both miserable we couldn't let go. And he finally realized how patheitc and unhealthy our relationship was.
Good for him.
