Today was pretty fuck'n lame.
Woke up cuz Connar was jumping up and down in my room screaming at me. Got ready. Ate lunch.Jon Norton came over. We watched Fight Club and kissed and cuddled. He left. I went out with Harlem. Smoked. Got high.Went home.Grubbed.
Not impressed.
Come to find out the kid that I kissed today is a real huge creep scum bag. Go figure. Okay first of all I posted like one bulletin on myspace saying I was hanging out with him today. And some one every one knew. So I got like 2 messages from people. And 5 texts saying different things about how his ex gf is crazy and to watch out. Or that he told my ex BF that he was going to fuck me. Bla bla.
Zack is coming back from the Navy in like 2 weeks. And we're gona hang out. Weiiiiird. We dated ever ever long ago.
I don't know what I wanna do tomorrow.
Now that Kylie and I aren't friends I don't have a set plan every day.
Harlem is hot. And he gets me high every day. My type of guy.
I need to bleach my hair but literally all my money is gone. I had 100$ a week and a half ago. All gone. I hate having bad habits that cost money.
But really though.
Where all the good guys at !?!?!
I don't even need a really nice guy. I can deal with a tude. lol. I just want some one to come home to. And smoke a bowl with. And watch a move and fall asleep. And some one that'll party hard with me Friday-Sunday. Tattoos and a beard. Is that so bad? Jeeeeeeeeez.
