I'm done

Writing in this.
CYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I slept in til like 3pm today. I stayed in all day cuz my allergies were kill'n me.
Tomorrow I'm hanging out with Shea.
I'm excited,hes cute.


"I've become, the simple souvenir of someone's KILL
Like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul
As if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I'm breaking down"


I hope you are happier now.

I live my life with out regrets until now.
One fucking regret in all my years of living.
Sick.
I make bad choices some times. And trust the WRONG fucking people.

Lamest.Day.EVER. Seriously. I did TO much walking. And then I got rained on. Whatever.
Hung out with Dave Drum.
Watched Green Street Hooligans,again.
Lame fest.

I ran into Jake.
Then after he texted me and was like "Why didn't you kiss me?" What a nerd.
He needs a hair cut. Jus sayin.


I'm so tired and literally the only thing I want to do right now is cuddle with some one in my bed under all the blankets.And get my belly rubbed.
UGH.

I love my lifeeeeee.
I haven't been this content in a long time.
My hot neighbor TOTALLY wants me.
Every time I drive by and hes outside he stops what hes doing and smiles at me. Hahahaha !!!!
So I hung out with this kid on Saturday. And hes really cute. Jus sayin. Today I made Rob watch Green Street Hooligans. Because he hated Mirrors and he was doubting my taste in movies. But he liked Green Street. So I got my cred back ahaha.
Uhmm.
I'm eatin a blue popsickle. Miss'n Christina. Actually talking to her now so....
Uhm I'm looking for a job tomorrow still.
Nom nom nom

Last night me and Rob and one of his friends drove to Duran beach.
And went for the longest hike ever.
And I wore the WRONG shoes. But it was nice.
I didn't get home til way late. And then I was eating a bowl of cereal and there was a fucking GIANT spider lurking on my ceiling. So gross.
Uhmmmm.
Listening to City and Colour makes me wanna cudddddddle.
I need to bleach my hair!
And shower and get ready.
And Rob is taking me out for ice cream.
And renting movies for us to watch.
And tomorrow.
LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTTTTTTTTSSS.
Of job hunting.


BTW.
Hello,new home.
I'm getting a job. And doing NOTHING but working for a year. And doing my best not to spend any of the money.
And moving to Austin by next summer. All by myself. And I seriously can't wait.
I have a goal.
I have SOMETHING to save money for.
Meaning I have a reason to get a job.
dsjkfhsdahgawlgf
I'm excited.<33!

DEAR

STOP LURKING MY FUCKING BLOG. YOU ARE UGLY AND BIG.

Rage

It would have been a perfect day to sleep in til like 4. But nooo.
EVERY FUCKING PERSON in my neighborhood has to mow their lawns. So pissed.
Its nice out.
My mama made breakfast.
VEGETARIAN! So nice.
I wanna do something fun today.
Blahhh

<33

I am more in love then I have ever been,with any boy,over any period of time.And it scares the shit out of me.I'm so afraid to actually put 100% of me into anything. I've done so twice in my whole life. And both times ended up more hurt then I ever thought I could be. I want to be able to let my guard down and be myself and maintain a perfect,steady,cute relationship and I don't want that with anyone else but Chris. UGH I miss him. :(!!

Uhm.
My nose is really fucking itchy and runny. Fuck allergies.
I'm watching Rock Star. And painting my nails. And listening to my husband,Trevor.
UGH I wish I could rewind to like a month ago.
I wish I could fall asleep in his bed every night. Cuddle'n with my two boys.
UGH UGH UGH UGH.

I'm eating mac and cheese. Listening to Matt Skiba. Waiting for it to be 6:30. I was suppose to go downtown to hang out with Julius and Butcher. But I didn't. I make really good mac and cheese. I wish I had someone cute to cook for.
I might dye my hair dark again. I'm sick of having to bleach it every two weeks.
Uhm.
Trevor Hall<3

Well uhm...

R.I.P heart.

I'm in a bad mood,what else is new. I'm freeze'n. I miss being happy. I miss having someone I can rely on. I miss boys being in love with me and calling me just to say they love me.
Blaaah.
I'm whiney.

AND APPARENTLY I NEED TO KILL SOME ONE>
UGH.
FUCK
MY
LIFE

Photo Blog!

I use to kiss scene boys.
Bridge piercing! My hoodie was shinnyyy!!
Hot tub parties with Luke.
Hikes w/ Luke Thomas.


I use to be asian?
Ewwwwwww dyke.

Lolz.
K. Old pictures from last summer!
Yayyy